February 12, 2014

• Superficial Beauty

  Just some thoughts I’ve been pondering for a while..

  “Don’t be with someone who thinks you are beautiful; be with someone who makes you feel good and beautiful about yourself.”

  Pssssh like who’s isn’t superficial to a certain extend..?

  It’s funny, i have my marketing and accounting lecturer Tanya and Ales on my fb along with some pastors and church friends  whom i have not been in touch lately.. They prob think, i’m just the weirdest craziest person around or  pastors be tripping,  too much sexiness erupting for facebook to handle… :/

  I know, there are some people who have separate emails to manage their life, and i was thinking…

  one email account- for wild creepy self

  another email account -for being normal…

  God forbids, someone finds out about the creepy you… We are all so afraid to reveal who we really are these days, it’s the creepy and the beautiful you that makes U.. YOU…!

  If people can’t handle that, it’s not your problem, to change anything about you. I’m also afraid to loose myself to be what others, expects me to be like.. I’m also afraid to make decisions.. WRONG decisions!

  Like if someone asked me, if i wanted a Coke or GreenTea. I’d be pondering for ages just to decide what i really want and i’m just afraid to make a wrong decision and i really dislike that about myself being indecisive.

  What matters, is that I’ve made a decision right..? Good or Bad, i made a decision rather than being led to what others thinks i should do…

  I think, i’ll just keep one email acc for now, and have another one for creepy Mel.

  F.Y.I  I’ll have you know Crazy, creepy and spontaneous Mel is wild, real, raw and awesome…!!

  

  When you’re your favorite persons favorite person

   

   

   

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