May 4, 2014
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Rhythm in blues
I’ve been feeling a little perplexed and withdrawn, i don’t feel like talking about it. John was here not too long ago and got to meet up with him over dinner after work. Soooo good to see him again, and hear his side of his story and driving experiences in Europe and how he got lost getting some brownies for his sister in Amsterdam and his relationship with this new Taiwanese girl.. He’s seeing an Asian girl, which still feels a little weird from all his international dating experiences. Hahaha
No one has seen me shed a tear and I’m not one to cry around people, but.. John’s seen me weep, and tears just flowed. I miss all these heart to heart conversations.
Why are we haunted with a sense of loss?
We do not wish the pain back, or the heat
And yet, and yet, these days are incomplete.I know, i’ll be okay. Just a little overwhelmed atm.
