December 20, 2012
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A real christmas
Every year, since dad passed away, we have all been supressing and dealing with our emotions really well, every year, i’d put the tree up hoping to lighten up the mood, with some kind of strange hope that somebody from mom or dad’s side will come visit bearing gifts..
Nobody really bothers and its been like this for as long as i can remember…
This year is different, i can’t be stuffed bout the tree, in fact ive gotten rid of it, i guess, i’m used to it by now, the superficiality of people.
It may be a lonely Christmas, but am sure glad i have 2 awesome people close to my heart to spend it with than with people i don’t really care or bother…
4 more days to X’mas!
I’ll end this post, by wishing everyone who reads this a blessed merry & meaningful Christmas to be for you
Comments (17)
Shit. Only four more days. Seeing it written down somehow makes it more real. Ugh.
I wish you a warm and wonderful Christmas and hope the world does not end tomorrow.
P.S. Melly Christmas!
My mom died while I was visiting her during Christmas 1996, Christmas is not the same anymore
Merry Christmas! Sorry about your dad passing away.
P.S. MW15, I am sorry about your dad. *hugs*
Merry Christmas MellyWelly15, Sorry about your Dad’s passing. It’s good to mourn his passing but it’s also important to celebrate his life. I hope you find joy this holiday season.
@amateurprose - I can’t believe it either, where did all the months go…? lol can’t wait to see how your
sexy calendar for world peace turns out
@TrainTrack - hehe wish you a tranny, i mean trainy xmas!
@TexasTidbits - I hope this christmas will be different and special for you then
@GreekPhysique -
Merry X’mas!
@crazyforfsh48 - I concur, it’s
tough sometimes, i’m afraid, i’ll forget
memories of my father… Happy Holidays!
Merry x’mas . I lost my dad this year in July, and I dunno how to get through these festive seasons without him. but there are so many other ppl who lovesme so I believe i can get through just fine.
I’m sorry to hear that and I hope you’re able to enjoy your Xmas even just a little bit :/
My grandfather died on Christmas eve…
Our family hasn’t put up a tree since then.
awww
@someoneontheearth - So sorry to hear, it was all a blur when my dad passed away so sudden, i dealt with it by running away, i left to aus a year later, it was hard cos i couldnt let anyone see me cry and i blamed myself for his death for a very long time.. I just miss all the little things bout my dad that used to annoy me, even years later and i still do so dearly.
Merry X’mas, know that there’s always a silver lining in every cloud and your not alone. Hugsx